I will leave you with this very truthful quote: Learning to take one day at a time, starts now. A look inside myself.inside my mind.and to filter my thoughts and make sense of them all. That is exactly what I hope to get out of this blogging experience. If there were one thing I could ask for right now, and receive, it would be to wake up tomorrow morning with a clear mind. Most of what I post here will be regarding that, I'm sure. I figure I don't have much of a choice ) I'm just a girl ruled by her heart. One would think that by now I would have an idea of who I reeeally am. Make me laugh! I love farting r a i n b o w s! I want to hear from you! Knowing I'm not alone will surely help me along the way. Feedback and questions, I welcome! Share a story or website with me. My thoughts, dreams and goals, opinions, my confessions, strengths and weaknesses and most importantly.ME finding myself, all posted here. I would love for you to come along for the ride! Oh, and a good nights sleep tonight would be nice as well. ? To wake up would be great ) I will start with that. What I need to do here is focus on what I want most out of TODAY? Normally I would have asked myself that question hours ago and now that it is time for me to go to bed, maybe I should just ask myself what I want out of tomorrow. I won't go into details.not on my first go round. So, I thought that maybe if I "publicly" talk about what I want and how I am going to achieve it, that indeed, I will. I don't have much to be proud of.and I wake up every single day wanting to change that.yet I do nothing about it. I mean, I don't have many real friends.so I don't have funny stories to tell or anyone to tell them to *giggles out loud* My life has become rather boring and mundane. I never thought I was interesting enough, or creative.or even strange enough for anyone to really want to know what I do in life. His presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. His head on my knee can heal my human hurts. He has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. With him, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. He has taught me the meaning of devotion. When I am angry, he clowns to make me smile.
(I think it makes him sick with worry when he is not along to care for me.) When I am wrong, he is delighted to forgive. He has told me a thousand times over that I am his reason for being by the way he rests against my leg by the way he thumps his tail at my smallest smile by the way he shows his hurt when I leave without taking him.
He is the part of me that can reach out into the sea. "He is my other eyes that can see above the clouds my other ears that hear above the winds. I can completely understand the whole Therapy Dog concept.
When I'm away on a trip, I actually MISS my dogs. In the mornings when I wake, even before they need to potty, they want to cuddle and show love. If I'm upset and crying, they cannot get to me fast enough to lick my hand and tell me, in their own way, that everything will be ok. They make me smile with the funny things they do. I cannot begin to tell you how true that is. In an earlier post, "Things that make me Happy", I listed my dogs. I had never had a puppy before and she was quick to melt my heart I love her more than I ever knew I could love an animal. I got her when she was 8 weeks old and she was the sweetest thing I had ever seen in my life. I think it is cute.) She is going to be 10 yrs old this year. (If you are just noticing, I give my dogs middle names. I added cumin yesterday and omitted the brown sugar and they went so great with my chili!!!Įnough talking about food.
I tell you what, there are so many different season variations you can make to change the flavors of those fries, that they really could go with anything. They were absolutely delicious (if you like that sort of thing.and since I have "you's", there is no one for me to know about :) The sweet potato fries, I would love to share with you. I did one load of laundry.I went to the grocery, made chili and some sweet potato fries. Ok, I think we can continue ) Now, where was I going with that.? Ah yes, I did manage to do a few things over the weekend that made me feel somewhat normal. I guess I needed it but it sure felt like I let the days pass me right up. I spent the majority of my weekend in bed or laid up on the couch. Boy was I sick! Oh I had the congestion, sore throat, runny nose and horse voice. I'm sitting here with my coffee, going over the weekend that just passed.
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